Journal Entry: Sun Apr 13, 2014, 3:08 AM
It's one of those journals...
Every time I hang out with my sister and her boyfriend, they always have a fight. I feel like it only happens when I'm there. Sometimes I think I should just not show my face in this family, they don't listen to what I have to say anyway...I'm interrupted constantly, but God forbid I interrupt when they're talking. Stuff I say will just be laughed at anyway...I feel like such a burden to everyone in this world, everything I do is just ugghhh...
I drank some Gin mixed with some flavoring stuff because I'm an idiot, I'm being less hard on myself as a result. I drank a little and now I'm a bad person...I'm sorry
I mean, as soon as I came back, bad stuff was happening. My cousin was diagnosed with a new tumor, someone died, so many things. I just...I don't know
I guess it's best I shut my mouth and just dealt with this stuff inside of my head, I was told I talk way too much about this stuff. Best I keep it in, I'm sorry...
Listening to: Music from Magical Melody
Playing: Magical Melody